Mourning the Echoes of
Thunder
The feelings that accompany death
are deeply profound and uniquely inexplicable for those that are in mourning. No
matter how many times death has made its presence known, it still seems to elude
our rationale. It never really makes sense, and I don’t think it’s supposed to.
As humans it is in our very nature to be in constant pursuit of answers and to
always find ourselves caught up in the revolving door of the ominous, “why’s”?
Why are we here? Why is life so painful? Why do the ones we love leave us before
we are ready to say goodbye? I suppose, these kinds of philosophical questions,
these spouts of internal discourse, are an unfortunate duality of cognizance.
These questions and uncertainties usually
present themselves in the form of grief. Grief is terribly encompassing
parasite. It invades our thoughts and feelings, as our fragile minds attempt to
make sense out of the unfathomable. Eventually, we begin to realize that the
loss of life cannot be measured in any literal increments, it can only be weighed
out by its impact and its reach.
Existence is an endless search for
inspiration. And there is a volatile combination that occurs when the correct
soul is provided the opportunity to exist inside of the correct vessel, at just
the perfect time. This phenomenon is referred to as, “lightning in a bottle”
and it’s the closest thing to perfection we will ever know. When someone
amongst the ranks of the rest of humanity is able harness their own unique “bolt
of lightning”, the rest of us are usually in awe of their incredible abilities.
But all of that is for not, if the “awe” that is created by one person’s
abilities is unable to become manifested into another person’s inspiration. The
act of emulating those that are able to inspire us, is what continues to
perpetuate our mental and emotional evolutions.
Some people are able to transform something
intangible (the human spirit) into something real, something concrete,
something legendary. These people, because they are able to do what the average
person cannot, are viewed as heroes and icons. And the loss of an icon is no
small drop in the bucket. It’s more than losing a person at that point, an entire
piece of someone’s culture is now missing.
People do not come out in droves to mourn the
loss of someone they have no connection towards. That wouldn’t make any sense. It’s
much deeper than that. An emotional connection does not have to coincide with a
physical interaction. Works of art that stimulate the senses, feats of
athleticism that invoke passion and stoke the competitive spirit, and genuinely
sincere acts of humanity are all universally inspiring and communicative. In
other words, the connection felt is derived from an adoration for the
accomplishments or creations of others.
Those that felt the influence of these icons
who have passed on, aren’t necessarily grieving the loss of the person. They
are disheartened at the loss of future achievements, the loss of unfulfilled potential,
and most of all, they mourn the loss of the inspiration that was still to come.
They lost a part of their individual soul that had been shaped by the prolific magnitude
of another person’s existence.
So, to say that someone is unjustified
in taking a moment to honor the life of someone that they never met in the
flesh, is blatantly ignorant. Turning on your television and seeing hordes of
people gathered to honor the life of another human being shouldn’t fill you
with antipathy or misunderstanding. Rather, allow the breadth of someone else’s
life serve as a reminder that you too, possess the potential to touch the souls
of your fellow man. Who knows? You may very well be the next white-hot bolt of
lightning to become encapsulated and change the world. And when you dissipate into
nothing more than transferred energy, as lightning does, then you will be
remembered by your resonance. We mourn the echoes of thunder, because we feel
empty in the absence of lightning.